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[27 Mar 2005|10:48pm] |
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Today was probably.. no definitely the best Easter I have ever had in my entire life. It started out just a normal day of Easter with just my mom, dad, and sister, because we have like no other family. LoL. And we went to church and stuff. Then we ate a lot. Like usual.
Then after that I hung out with Charlotte, Harley, and Derrick. They are three of my most favorite people in the entire world. We went to Starbucks, because seriously, what else is open on Easter? LoL. And some sluts thought that we were taking pictures of them and their butt ugly slippers. Hahaha. And then Harley decided that it was cool to go into a lane of on coming traffic. But luckily, he's a safe driver, and we didn't crash. ::giggle::
Charlotte and Harley are good people to stress to. They're a lot of help and I love them both very much. And if you don't know them or don't get to experience their love, then I feel sorry for you. I couldn't ask for two better people in my life when I need them the most. They always know just what to say. And Charlotte, she's like the same person as me, so she always knows what's right for me. Thanks guysssssss. <333
Kay well I guess I should go to bed. Sorry if your Easter didn't rock as much cock as mine diddd.
<33333
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[25 Mar 2005|09:17pm] |
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It drives me insane that you don't talk to me the way you used to. When I look at you I only see distractions and lost hope. I realize now what I'm missing, but maybe it's too late. I've already lost you, lost all hope of getting you back. You're all I think about every waking moment of my life. I think about what we used to be, what I wish we were, and what I hoped that we could someday become. When I think about it long enough I begin to hate myself for letting you go. You were one of the best things that ever happened to me, and I ruined it for the both of us. I don't understand how I could have been so blind and naive to the fact that I was utterly in love with you. However, I see it now. My entire life revolves around your every existence. If it wasn't for you, I would have nothing to breathe in, nothing to live for. You have made me realize the good things in life, and what it is that I now appreciate. Your unconditional love has brought me to a point of no return. I thought it would be there forever, but lately I have begun to question that. How could I have let you slip away so easily. I don't understand what I was thinking, but I am absolutely positive that I can not live without you. I can't picture my life without you in it, because I have always dreamed that we would be together forever. All of the plans for my future involve you, and I talk and think about you non-stop. You mean so much to me and I wish there was some way that I could express these feelings to you, but I can't. I know that you are happy the way you are now, and I only want for you to be happy. I just hope that I will be able to live with myself after the full effect of this all sets in. No matter who I am with, what I am doing, or where I am, I am constantly thinking about you. If only you could forgive me and realize how much you mean to me. That would absolutely amazing.
i love you
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| We are no longer friends.. |
[12 Feb 2004|11:38pm] |
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Wow. That essay took forever.
I hate S.s Yeah Yeah Yeah.
It's way past my bedtime.
I hate you Foglia.
xo. Goodnight
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[11 Feb 2004|07:44pm] |
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So here I am. I've left you blurty. For a short time that is. I don't think I could leave you forever. That would be too depressing.
xo
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